i loved
This poem changed everything. I found it early on when working on 'Every Saturday', and it helped me begin to understand that a major shift/change was coming. Up to that point, the work was so focused on the pain, the hurt, and the trauma caused by my forced relationship with my biological father. This poem helped me organise my thoughts and feelings and understand that actually the greatest and most significant part of my childhood was actually the love I received from Jack. It doesn't mean I wasn't hurt, but the reason I get so upset when I think about this time is actually because I am overwhelmed with love and gratitude. This poem helped me start thinking about 'To Jack'. I loved.